I am a ticking time bomb, waiting to explode.
I distance myself from those I know.
Prevent them from getting caught in my web,
I have no control.
I push you away
I don’t like to say goodbye
But I’m afraid I won’t be able to stay.
Empty as I am, leave me be
I don’t want you to understand
I just have no control.
Emotions swirling around,
Feelings I can’t learn to bound,
Words that escape my mouth,
Never really asked my heart, if it was okay to let them out.
Monsters under my bed are long gone
Replaced by the demons in my head,
You promised you would stay,
I should have know you were crossing your fingers behind your back
It was a game you loved to play.-H