The 7 Types Of Fangirls

The following are 7 types of fangirls, if you’re a fangirl like me then know that you’re awesome and without you the world just wouldn’t be complete. So please read this with a clear mind and I don’t mean to offend anyone, I made this list because I’m a crazy fangirl too, so to all the fangirls reading, you truly are the craziest and most special person ever.
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1)The Over-reactors
These fangirls will start to scream or even cry if they see a picture of their favourite celebrity, they will be so over excited of a new album from their favourite artist/band that they will actually freak the people around them out, some may even consider calling the ambulance or police (yup they really are unique).
2) The Know-It-All
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This fangirl is also known as the Stalker or the Obsseser. This person will know every little detail about their celebrity crush. They literally know EVERYTHING about this person, from date of birth to favourite dessert and restaurant. This person has watched every video ever released and knows about every tweet, post etc from their favourite celebrity. (Creepy but kinda cool)
3) The Collector
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Now this is the fangirl who will have every piece of merch ever released by their favourite celebs. These are the type of fangirls that will spend so much time saving money to buy new merchandise. Some of these fans will create their own merch by painting items off clothing and other diy stuff found on the internet.
4) The Lonely One
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This fangirl will be a part of a fandom or have a favorite celebrity. But her friends won’t necessarily know that celebrity or be a part of that fandom. This causes the fangirl to spam her friends with gifs and videos and photos of that celebrity. They will want to do anything to have their friends in the same fandom as them.(probably me 😮)
5) The Late Night Sleeper
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Now this fangirl is the kind who stays up all night watching videos and photos or even edits of their celeb crush. They are so invested in this that they lose track of time and end up sleeping at 3:00 in the morning. (Me every night)
6) The Shippers
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These fangirls will ship EVERYONE. They will even go to the lengths of shipping two characters who aren’t even in the same show. Yup that’s right they will ship two people who never met and have no idea of the others existence, but ya know what screw that let’s ship em anyway😩
7) The Overprotective Ones
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These are the fangirls who will take the slightest bit of negativity VERY seriously. These fangirls won’t care who it is talking to them, they will just it upon themselves to shorten that persons lifespan. These fangirls will not take any crap said against their “babies” they will simply just eliminate the haters from existence. (Yeah you better be scared)

Does Time really heal the pain?

When you left to follow your dreams, I had nothing, my friends told me that time would eventually heal the ache. So why is it that now after two years when I finally see your face it’s like someone just poured salt on my wounds? Why do I not feel like I’ve healed over the course of two years? I think that time just pushed the feelings and memories behind a wall I created around my heart after you left. Because after two years of being miles apart we now stand in the same room. And all the memories hit me like bullets one by one breaking me apart on the inside. Everyone around me is dancing and singing, it’s a room full of people, so why can’t I get my eyes of you? I see you walking towards me. I see that you’ve grown and act serious but you have the same silly eyes I fell for. As you get near to where I stand, I feel my anxiety kick in, my hands start to sweat and my body shakes, it feels like there is no oxygen in the room and I can’t seem to breathe. My heart skips a beat and my eyes get teary. A part of me wants to hug you and ask how you’ve been, a part of me wants to scream in your face and tell you about all the emptiness inside me since the day I let you go. But a part of me just wants to leave and never see your face again, a part of me just wants a hole to open up on the floor I stand and for it to swallow me in so I don’t have to face you and feelings you bring along. We now stand so close so why do you seem so far away, you open your mouth to say something and I open my eyes to the sun rise and the birds singing.H
Hi guys, so have you ever let someone walk out of your life without actually telling them how you feel? Do you guys have incomplete stories with just no endings?  And if you do then how would you feel if that person came back into your life after being miles apart for years? Well for me, I would just want to run away, maybe I’m to afraid of what they might say or maybe there’s just nothing left to say.  I believe that time doesn’t really heal the pain of losing someone, it just buries the feelings deep inside you. And right when you see that person after so long all those memories come rushing back and the same feelings arise. What about you guys, do you think time heals us or does it just make us immune to the feelings inside us? With love H

Another Sleepless Night..


Another sleepless night goes by. As I lay in bed, empty hearted and lost, I wonder why I do this to myself. Why does it feel good to go through the pain? And why do the tears not destroy me? I find myself often bringing back the worst and the most hurtful memories, ones that should be locked away in a place unreachable in my mind. I dig through the good just to get to the worst. At this time of the night when sleep is just not an option, my brain decides to take me back. Back to the days I wished I would disappear, the days I couldn’t breath because my lungs could not adapt to the negativity in the atmosphere, because your words couldn’t escape my mind and slowly they were making me choke myself. The truth is those days can never really stay in the past. Every few weeks I wonder, that if I vanished into the air would anyone even notice. Would they even care. If I wouldn’t answer their first call would they be afraid of what might have happened or would they just brush it off as nothing. I also wonder do people really say what they feel or are they not trying to be rude to my face, do they have a different opinion of me when I’m not around. Do I even matter or could I just disappear and no one would notice?, am I really invisible?.


Hey, so I wrote this because it’s one of those nights when I feel empty, like there’s a whole inside me that just cannot be filled with anything other than darkness and pain. And what I do when I cannot sleep is I think, and when I think too much it leads to thinking about everything that is wrong in my life. All the things that i regret the things that hurt me the most and this just causes me to tear myself apart with my own bloody thoughts. So to anyone out there who does the same to themselves, or who is just having another sleepless night. Don’t worry its gonna be okay, it’s just your mind messing with you. And you are stronger than this so whatever thoughts come up, whichever memory makes you want to cry, know that it is just a thought or memory it will or already has passed. And you are important, you do matter. There is someone out there who is looking for you but doesn’t know where you are, and I hope you’re looking for them to. Because you two belong together maybe not now but if you pull through this, tomorrow may be the best day of your life, you might meet that person or you might just get a free gift card. But always remember you might not know what happens tomorrow but you are in charge of today so make today lead up to the best tomorrow. With love, H.

A short guide to apologies..


We are all humans and sometimes we make mistakes, after all, mistakes help us grow and find ourselves. But sometimes the mistakes we make may hurt the people we love and the people who are the closest to us. Even though we don’t mean to hurt them we end up doing it. And the best way to fix things with the people you love is to apologise. Now some of us find it hard to do that or don’t know how to do it right, so the following steps can help you fix things and learn along the way

Step 1: Acceptance

The first step to apologising to the people you’ve hurt is accepting the mistake yourself. Always remember you can’t be honest with others if you’re not honest with yourself. So to start of, think of the mistake you’ve made and accept the fact that you are the one that needs to make it right.

Step 2: Preparation

Prepare yourself for the reaction of the person you’ve hurt. If you’ve caused just a bit of damage then the person will not react as harshly as they will if the you’ve caused a lot of damage. The person will either not talk to you, ignore you (give you the cold shoulder) or they will just yell at you. And you have to prepare yourself for all of the above. Always make sure to keep cool and understand that the person is mad because you hurt them so don’t yell back at them just let them take it all out and cool of.



Step 3: Words

If using  wrong words is the reason the other person is sad or angry, then try to fix the situation with the right words this time. Tell the person how much you love them and how much they mean to you. Pour your heart into the words that escape your mouth, say it like you mean it. Show the person some emotion and let them know how you wish to take it all back and make things right again.

Step 4: Actions

If your words did not bring an impact then it’s time to try to use actions. Sometimes actions speak louder than words. Surprise the person with something they love, cook them a meal, or buy them their favourite coffee. If the person does not let you in simply leave something small but sweet at their doorstep something that they will know right away that it was you. Or gift them something that makes them remember an inside joke. Anything that makes them smile and think of the good times instead of the bad.

Step 5: Space

If all of the above have failed to work their way into the heart of the other person, then it’s time to give them some space. It’s time to let then clear their head and think whether to forgive you or not. So don’t push them let them take their time of, and if they care about you after a while of not talking and avoiding they will end up missing you and eventually forgiving you.




Things to do when you feel lonely..


A friend that every person who feels lonely at times can make is a book. Books not only are a great way of passing your lonely time, you also learn a lot from them. When I’m reading a book that’s really good it takes me into an alternate universe where I don’t have to think about today’s worries. So books are not only a good pass time but also help you relax and unwind. You also end up learning new words. So the next time you feel lonely, grab a book and dive into another world for a while.

2) Looking Back

Another good way to spend your lonely time is to take a walk down memory lane. Recall all the best moments in your life. Thinking about all the great times will not only put a smile on your face but will also make you feel less lonely. This will also help you think about how much your life has changed and all the things you now do differently from before. Childhood memories would make you remember what it was like to live a life without worry.

3) Being Thankful

While you’re lonely, why not take the time to look around and be thankful of all the good that surrounds you. Be grateful for all you have and think about the things you take for granted everyday. Try to make yourself promise to be more humble and kind to others. Think of all the resources that you have and others don’t. And tell yourself to remember to always give back and stay humble

4) Cleaning Your Room

There’s one thing almost everyone has in common, and that is a room that needs cleaning. Now when I say clean your room I don’t mean “stuff everything in the extra drawer”. I mean actually go through the things you have in your room. And if you have too much stuff that you just don’t use then give it to the poor or to those who might need the things you don’t. Another thing you can do after you’ve ACTUALLY cleaned your room is to try to rearrange the furniture. A new look and some change doesn’t hurt.

5) Help Others

If you feel bored and lonely, look around you and ask someone if they need your help. It’s nice to give someone a hand sometimes. Weather it’s your parents, your friends or even a complete stranger. By helping someone you put a smile on their face and make yourself feel happy to. It’s a great way to pass time, and it benefits not only you but others too.

It wasn’t you, it was me..

“I never asked for your help when I was down, you begged me to tell you what was wrong but I pushed you away, thinking you would leave just like him. You looked into my eyes I looked away, you held my hand, I pulled away. You told me it was okay to cry but I said crying was for the weak. I prepared myself for the future, for your departure so well that I lost sight of the present. The truth is you were always there, I just wasn’t.” -H
Enjoy what you have now and stop worrying if it will be here tomorrow. Worrying won’t change the future, life is full of hardships but it’s also full of surprises. So let go for once and try to think about what you have now. Look around you, there are so many people who love you, enjoy every moment like it’s your last and don’t worry about what’s to come. I had everything I ever wanted, but I lost it, because I worried to much all I cared was if all of it would be there tomorrow. It turns out I worried to much, I forgot to enjoy and live in the moment and now when I look back all I feel is regret, if I would’ve lived back then I would have made remarkable and unforgettable memories. So take this from someone who’s been through it, don’t waste your time worrying. Be yourself, love yourself and embrace every moment, the good and the bad.